Friday, October 31, 2003

Argh...kaasar~~! Nawala yung blogger kagabi nung gusto ko magpost! Yan, sayang talaga...ang dami ko pa namang quiz na tinake kahapon, yahahahahaha!! Mamaya, lagay ko yung ibang results dito. Kawawang Bom, malulunod nanaman sa mga quiz results!! Gwah...sana may mga smiley sa blog no? Hindi kaya ng effects nang yun lang e...*sigh*

Walang Algeb ngayon! Rejoice! YAAAAAAAAY!!!! Tapos Araw ng Patay sa Nov. 2. Dapat talaga wala na lang pasok ngayon e. Pangit!! Oh well, nasa La Salle na e. Wala nang magagawa di ba?

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Thursday, October 30, 2003

footsie - you like to goof around and laugh with
the people you care about.


What Sign of Affection Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

eeeew..mapaa...

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Okay...ang saya ng araw ngayon. Asa nitro ako. Dapat magcucut nanaman kami. Actually nagcut na kami e, tapos biglang hindi nanaman dumating si Psycho Butch. YAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! Happy day nanaman ang A51. We were once more spared from the presence of EnglArt and evil research papers...

Hm, ano pa ba? Well, kahapon nakapagmeeting ang Troika. Dumating si Elaine, Bom, Karina, Jena and Jackie even if it was only for a little time. As expected, wala kami masyadong napagusapan kundi ung mga para sa pin tsaka sa kung sino-sinong mga tao at mga experiences namin. Next Wednesday magkikita ulit kami. Yey!

Causes stain, stay awwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!!!!

Anyway, alam mo ba??? Kaasar! Sa PODN ba naman! Pinaplano din nila ng magenter ng Stay Away video sa C3~~~!!!!! ASAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR!!!! A basta, gagawa rin kami!!

Tapos daw o...halos lahat yun din ang gagawin...putek...

Also, masakit ngayon ang dibdib ko most of the time. I really think I'm severely stressed... I need rest. I need a sembreak!! Ang sakit-sakit na nang puso ko minsan tapos nanghihina ako. God, malapit na kasi ako magkaron tapos stressed pa ko. Talagang mahirap.



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Monday, October 27, 2003

Rabid about quizzes aren't I?


Spike! As a bad ass. You hate that he's buffy's lap
dog now and wish he'd go back to the way he
was. But he's still HOT!!


Buffy, buffy...which buffy guy is right for you?(wit pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla

Yesss!!!

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Algebra test today. I wouldn't be surprised if I failed that one. Sure, I answered all of them but as all tests go, I hardly know if my answers aren't corrrect. *Sigh* Wish me luck everyone. I only had two classes today since my teacher in Relsone had upped and went to the rally. I don't really know where it is but it has something to do with the officials of the Supreme Court, if I'm not mistaken. Of course, Mr. Jimenez is teasing Cyril about his grandfather being kicked out of office. Cyril's grandfather by marriage and then some is Davide.

So...what did I do before coming home to meet with my VH "girlfriend"? My blockmates and Charleen and Denise and I all went to the Providence Tower and sang our hearts out in Karaoke. And who would I meet but dear old Kathleen Anasco. ^_^ Heehee...it was a cool encounter. It was just like nothing's happened (even when she squealed that I'm a girl now since I maintain my eyebrows now), I'm the silent girl who genuinely smiles in amusement while she's the loud one who is just overflowing with energy. I miss Kathleen. It's always fun when she's around. ^_^

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Sunday, October 26, 2003

Even more quizzes!

You are and angel. Some times you get a little good
even for your self... That's why you have a
devil for a best friend.


Are you a devil or an angel
brought to you by Quizilla

Mattaku...


You're Tokyo Babylon era Subaru: still innocent,
you get too involved in your work, but are
looked after by your sister. Your life is not
what it seems.


Which Subaru are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

Makes me really curious about this Tokyo Babylon everyone keeps on talking about...


Goddess of green. You probably prefer to be outside
where you can get some fresh air!


What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
brought to you by Quizilla

Awww...I liked the night and darkness one...anyway...


You're Kero! (Card Captor Sakura)


Which anime mascot are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

I knew it!!

this is my way to live

What about yours?

made by rav-chan

*squints at quiz page* Is that guy Gackt??




cold.. or are you?

Find out what bishonen you are.

KIIIIIIIRAAAAAA!!!! CHOTTO MATTEEEEEE!! *eew...wrong anime...kills relena**




Awwwww!

Find out what anime character cliche you are.

I knew I should have picked male in the sex part...



Who's Your Anime Boyfriend?

*faints and doesn't stand for hours* Clef.....



What Inuyasha Villain Are You?

*flops around in her sesshoumaru costume*



What Anime Vampire Are You?

HOORAY! HOORAY! IT'S A BISHIE HOLIDAY!! *mumbles the rest of the rest of the Cheeky girls with mangled lyrics*

Yahahahahahaa!!!!!
Okay, that's enough for today!
I still haven't studied for algebra!!

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More quizzes:

You're Aoki Seiichirou!
You are one of a dying breed... a true gentleman (or gentlewoman, as the case may be). You tend to be a little disorganized and scatterbrained, but your heart is always in the right place. While you aren’t always the one who gets the most attention, you are sweet, dependable, and extremely loyal to your loved ones. Your family and friends are very important to you, and you will go to any length to protect them.
Which Dragon of Heaven are you?
Quiz by Kerianne

Omae wa dochira anime no VILLAIN desu ka?
[koyasunomiko.com]

YEAH!!! AKITO RULES!!


You're Lady Kikyou. She's strong and supportive,
she's spiritual and giving. Naturally a good
fighter as well.


What Anime Fighter are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

*blink* I'm a pile of dust and bones????


You are "D", the Hunter. You are half
vampire and half human, a descendant of Dracula
himself. You are tortured by your inability to
live in one world alone; to some you are a
saving grace...to others you are a symbol of
their hate and rejection. Doesn't matter.
You're twice the man they are.


What's your Inner Anime Protagonist?
brought to you by Quizilla

*manic laughter*
*heave*
Cool...



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Saturday, October 25, 2003

Nokia 7250 suits you the best! You're an average
girl/boy without high expectations in life. You
take whatever that comes your way in your
stride and always remain optimistic and
positive.


Which Nokia Cellphone is Most Suitable for You?
brought to you by Quizilla

Which Hyde are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

Charing, lumalabas ang pagkabampira ko...


Kyo from Fruits Basket


Who's Your Anime Boyfriend?
brought to you by Quizilla

Eeeek!! Kyon-Kyon!!


Asuka Langley Soryu from Neon Genesis Evangelion


Who's Your Anime Girlfriend?
brought to you by Quizilla

Eeeew....I don't like her...



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CHURCH AND RELIGION RANT #1

And once more, I feel the need to rant about what religion for me is all about. Let's just say I was inspired by another hour spent and wasted in the church staring into space and letting my mind wander to what I would want to wear on that Christmas party we always have and what my characters in VH are going to be up to next.

So anyway, I really detest how I feel obligated to do something as meaningless to me as go to mass or pray the rosary. I have always believed that if a person wants to talk to God, he or she must do it in his or her own way, regardless of practiced prayers and other rituals. It makes sense doesn't it? Isn't it that it makes it seem more sincere when you're talking to God using your own words and expressions than someone elses? And isn't prayer supposed to be, I don't know, a little personal?

I don't listen in mass and I zone out during rosary sessions, mouthing away lip service for as long as I can remember. I don't know why I am like this. I don't know why I zone out and just wait for the prayers to end. I always found rosary sessions and masses a waste of my time because I don't listen and barely participate.

When I was young, I remember saying in one of our religion classes that I was "bored" with God. My teacher underlined it and asked me why. I just shrugged and told her that that was what I felt. She and my mother told me that I was just far too priviledged (sp?) in life, which is why I wasn't thankful and whatnot. Well I guess they are correct to some extent.

I have been itching to tell my mother for ages that it is a waste of time and energy for me to go to mass (and if I do that she'll certainly get religious on me and start a sermon! Argh!) because I don't listen anyway and I just don't believe that doing lip service is going to send me to heaven easier. Really.

Okay, maybe my Mom's point is that I should put in more effort in it. You know, concentrate and try not to stray. I tried it but really, I can't feel the words. It's like in a song. There are songs that you can relate to and others you can't. Same thing with mass and the rosary. These two are just songs that I can't reach and can't dig, either.

So...what do I do now?

Study Algebra.

Quiz on Monday.

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Friday, October 24, 2003

Okay, ngayong October 24, 2003, Birthday ng blockmate kong si Gekai ay ang unang pagkakataon kong makapagcut. No kidding. Wala lang. Grabeng achievement sakin on a bad scale yun. LOL!!

Anyway, ano ba? Well so far, naka-180 na kami sa fund ni Charleen. Imeemeet ko pa si Kathleen at Karina sa Wednesday para sa mga contributions nila. Weeeeh!! Sana success tong project na to, kundi mawawalan ako ng pera...

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Wednesday, October 22, 2003

Gosh...pagod ako. Kasi, nilakad namin ni Charleen ang Leon Guinto from Qurino Avenue tapos bago nun, nilibot namin ang Robinson's Place. Birthday kasi ni April kahapon e, nanlibre siya. Hay, foodtrip nanaman ako. Hirap talagang maging constipated..

Anyway, nakapasok kami kanina sa isang shop. Hindi ko na maalala kung ano yung pangalan basta clothes store. Tapos may nakita kaming dress tapos pinasuot namin kay Charleen. Grabe, bagay sa kanya! Sayang lang talaga at ang mahal-mahal! P 2000 ba naman di ba? Pero sayang talaga, ang ganda-ganda sa kanya. Halos maiyak siya kasi gustong-gusto niya yung dress.

So ngayon, kanina actually, naisip namin ni April ang isang kakalokang idea. Bakit kaya hindi lahat ng kaibigan ni Charleen magpitch in para mabili yung dress at regalo na naming lahat yun sa kanya for Christmas? O di ba? Nako...I hope nga magawa namin. Sobrang grabeng PR ang kailangan dito... HELP!!

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Monday, October 20, 2003

Okay...I'm in the middle of writing the first part of my research paper. Argh..ayoko na. Curse EngLart!!! MAMATAY KA BUTCH!!!!!!

ahem...

Anyway, ano bang nangyari? Well, kahapon andito si President George Bush. Grabe, enggrande talaga. Tapos nagbarong tagalog pa siya. Kakaiba talaga. Tapos sabi niya number 1 ally daw ng US and Pilipinas...right... Katulad ng sinabi ni Charleen "You say that to all your allies". Para ba yung nagsaliksik samin, si Kuya Rick.

"You're the best block."

PAUTOT!!

Ano pa ba? Hm...ayun. SI ELAINE NASA FRIENDSTER NA!! Astig di ba? Wala lang, di ko lang talaga siya inexpect na pumunta dun e...Eto pa isang quote: "Ano nga bang rootword ng friendster? Di ba friends? Wag mo na masyadong asahan na mapunta dun si Elaine at Elise. Alam mo naman yung mga yun e..." Tama si Denise. Pero nagmirakulo at nandun na si Elaine!!! HAAAAAPPPPYYYYY!!!

C is for cookie, that's good enough for me....cookie, cookie, cookie starts with C!!!!!!!

Sorry mga igan, bangag ako ngayon e...as you can see...kanina pa ko kanta ng kanta nang kung ano-ano...

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Friday, October 17, 2003

*sigh* Friday night. Si Denise nagaatend ng isang debut ngayon. Debut in Ohanne. Hahahaha, nakagown at make-up si Shuro. Sana andun din ako para masaya...para makita ko ang rare sight na nakaformal siya. Pero siyempre hindi nangyari. Kukulitin ko na lang siya for pics. ^_^

Grabe tong friendster na to. Sobrang nakakaaddict. Well, I have thirty-five friends. Whatever, wala lang. Basta yun.

Pesteng EngLart yan! Ang daming gagawin!!! GWAAAAH!! YOKO NA!!


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Tuesday, October 14, 2003

Every month, I submit a monthly report to my uncle who answers to fifteen percent of my tuition and my monthly allowance. It's just something that helps me keep track of what I'm doing. Hehehehe...Here it is, my report for this month:

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October 15, 2003

Last Monday, we had our block recollection and it was on this day that I was able to gather my thoughts about everything that has happened so far since the past month. The term started well enough, despite the fact that our block is now reduced to 40 from 43. The classes looked all right, though none particularly stood out aside from our Introduction to Philosophy class, which is being taught by a guy from India who had a British education and a very open mind.

This term, as far as I could tell at first, wasn’t going to be anything extraordinary. There wasn’t a class that I particularly liked and for some reason I hated my English class. It must be because we were writing an argumentative-research paper and the teacher had this very annoying quality that I couldn’t pinpoint. Irritating really, but something I could pass up for sometime until I see her again. I have a very effeminate PhilHis teacher whom a classmate of mine could imitate to a T and he was highly amusing but that was it. He bored me with his discussions about the Malolos Republic and the American Occupation. I never really liked discussing the contemporary parts of history. It was far too close to the present and it didn’t sound so fascinating.

I was looking for the teacher and a subject that could really deliver an impact, whether good or bad, on me. There was no one like Ms. Tequia and a subject like PoliGov who were like this big barrier between passing all my first term classes and myself. There was no terror teacher that didn’t make me loathe getting up from bed during Tuesday mornings like Mr. Ronda (“Mr. Suave”) who would make us all sweat, cry, and tire later on in the day with his Ballroom Dancing sessions. Even my Algebra Teacher, Ms. Hernandez, doesn’t have that effect no matter how “mataray” she is and how bad I am at the subject she is teaching. There is no Art Appreciation where I could greet Monday classes with a smile and no Ms. Sangil to discuss Picasso’s “Guernica” with. And I hate my English Class.

I just knew that it was going to be a sad term. The only saving grace is that we’re mostly off by the time it’s lunchtime. And just when I thought that it was going to be an uneventful term, a bomb was dropped in one of our Biology classes and it was like everything else exploded.

I don’t know what happened during this second term, but my block has gotten noisier and rowdier. I don’t know if it is because everyone was just so bonded with one another already that we’ve gotten far too comfortable. Maybe my blockmates just got so comfortable that they ignore the fact that sometimes their actions have already crossed the thin line between “pacute” and “kabastusan”.

So there I was, sitting in my Biology class, listening to a reporting about the Food Pyramid along with a commentary from our teacher, Professor Go, when a classmate of ours said something stupid and rude and Professor Go snapped.

Almost all our professors have noted our misbehavior, but it was only Professor Go who decided to take action. Just two weeks ago, we got a surprise quiz because the class had gotten far too noisy for her liking. Predictably, almost everyone failed the quiz and we were humbled and silenced. She forgave us and said that she was not going to record the quiz if we behaved better. We behaved better, sure, until about twenty minutes within the next meeting anyway.

Professor Go found my classmate’s comments and questions offensive and rude. She stopped the reporting and told us that we were going to have a long test next meeting. She then started scolding us.

Now, Professor Go had told us at the start of the term that she wasn’t going to follow the reporting method instructed by the Biology department where the only things the teacher had to do for the whole term were give the syllabus, assign topics, assign groups, and grade each group’s reporting. She said she wanted to do her job where she was going to teach everything that we needed to know and we won’t have any reporting.

All that is changed now. We weren’t going to have any discussions anymore and we’re just going to have reporting where all she would do is sit in the back and grade. She won’t speak, she won’t comment, and she will give a test based on the report on the next meeting after.

My mind worked overtime as I was listening to her sermon. The questions were rushing around in my head. What are we going to do? What’s going to happen to my grade? Am I even going to pass? I sat dazed and confused until she left the room and the room erupted in chaos as one of my classmates stood up and screamed at the offender.

“Wag kang sugapa! Hindi sayo ang mundo! Hindi lahat ng nasa mundo umiikot sayo! Hindi mo na inisip yung iba! Pano na tayo ngayon!”

Until now, whenever I saw that guy, I wanted to come up to him and rip his head off. I wanted to tear him limb from limb. I wanted to scream along with Bryan, the guy who said the quote above. Tama, Gerry. Hindi sayo ang mundo. Hindi mo na naisip kung ano ang mangyayari kapag binuksan mo yang malaki mong bungaga.

Stupid.

The quiz was this morning and I felt the overwhelming feeling of impending failure all over again. I studied, sure, but I don’t know if I’ll pass. She said if she can’t read our handwriting, she’s marking it wrong. I had a penmanship that looked like chicken scrawl! I’m doomed.

My two good friends in the block are thinking of getting deblocked. They couldn’t take it anymore. They’re worried for their grades. So am I, but I don’t want to get deblocked. It’s the middle of the term. I don’t think it would do good to do something like that and I didn’t feel like going through all the processes of talking with someone and running around getting a new schedule and adjusting all over again.

There was a time today that I felt totally at a loss. I wanted to quit. I wanted to just go somewhere and just sleep or disappear. I didn’t want to fail. I didn’t want to do anything anymore. Nakakawalang gana nang pumasok dahil sa Biology. Ayokong bumagsak.

But somehow, my optimism warred with the dark feeling. I know I can do this, I said to myself. I can get through this. I know that sometime later the dark feelings will come back and I’d want nothing more than to break down and cry again. I just hope my optimism and hope can help me get through them again.

This morning I told my friends that to make my decision on whether to deblock or not, I said I was going to wait for a sign from the Holy Spirit.

Denise shook her head at me. “Oh my God, Crissy…”

Charleen looked at me and declared. “O, sinasabi sakin ng Holy Spirit na magpadeblock ka na raw!”

I frowned at her. “Hindi ka naman sugo ng Diyos e. Demonyita ka e!”

“Sinabi nga lang sakin ng Holy Spirit e!” She insisted and I just laughed.

I also remember thinking that this was just another challenge that College and the Lord has set for me to prove myself. I have no other choice but to face it head on, since it was the only thing I can see myself doing. I can’t go around it since for me going around a problem is harder.

It’s amusing how I have such faith on the Lord during the direst of times. I don’t call myself religious and believe me when I say that my Spirituality is the least thing I nurture in myself. I don’t listen during the Mass and I don’t believe in the sacredness of Confession (really, how can people stand telling another person all about their sins like that?), but then here I am, trusting Him with everything.

*Sigh* Lord, tulong po…

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Monday, October 13, 2003

Okay, block recollection ngayon. So what else is new? Another day that our block was scolded. Hm...kung titigngan mo wala na halos kaming teacher na hindi nagalit sa block namin. God...kelan pa ba magkakarooon ng araw na hindi kami pagagalitan ng mga prof? Mukhang malabo...Alam mo, hindi ko naman talaga alam kung bakit kailangang maingay ang mga tao samin e. Alam mo, mabait naman ang mga blockmate ko. Okay lang talaga sila. Madali lang kausapin pero yung ingay talaga nila...magagawan pa ba ng paraan yon?

Is it asking too much that they change for the better tomorrow? Please lang? Sana naman may impact yung Saliksik sa kanila kasi medyo lang, pagod na 'kong mapagalitan para sa mga bagay na hindi ko naman kasalanan.

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Sunday, October 12, 2003

Friendster...the word just makes me want to...I don't know. It arouses in me a very eyebrow-lifting response. Everywhere I go I hear the word and I wonder what the hell it is all about. Just this afternoon I got myself an invitation to this little site and I am now madly curious. Why the hell is it so addictive? Why is it so attractive? And finally, what the hell is it?

And so here I am, waiting to fulfill my curiosity of this new fad that has taken everyone that I know by storm.

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Blog-tripping ulit...





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Saturday, October 11, 2003

I just read Bom's latest entry at her blog, and I'd just like to comment that it does get kind of awkward when I post in English. Especially when I write about what happened during the day. It's just weird but it's what I'm comfortable with (bad Crissy, yes I know) and I type slowly when I type in Tagalog....wala lang. Sharing. ^_^

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Waaaah...let's party!! I managed to fix the table!! Now everything's all fine and dandy. ^_^ Thanks Bom!! Yay!!!

Anyway, so...what's happening? Oh, I just finished Fruits Basket last night and I am so....happy. ^_^ Teeheee...anyway, mou! I don't know what to write. I'm just saddened by the fact that Kyo became the center of the anime in the end. I miss my Yuki!!! He was there but not for much of it. Sad...and I also miss the rest of the Junishi. The only ones who were around in the end were Kyo, Yuki, Hatori, and Shigure. The rest were nowhere! Sad...very sad...

Some people may find me weird for this but I adore Akito. He's such a tragic character. He doesn't get much screen time but that's fine. It adds to his mystery and everytime he does show up, he causes such an impact that is just fitting. Akito is supposed to be scary. Well he is, but the ending somehow made him vulnerable. And that just made his character wholistic (OH MY GOD! I just used the La Sallian favorite word!!).

WATCH FRUITS BASKET IF YOU CAN!!

Sigh...wish I knew what happens next. Sadly, there doesn't seem to be a follow up to the Fruits Basket anime. At least that was what I heard...*sigh*

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Friday, October 10, 2003

Argh...okay, new blogskin and new name (again). It's from Blogskin.com and I am having trouble with the topmost table. As you can see, it's overlapping with the blogspot banner. If you have any suggestions as to how to cure that dilemma, leave a comment on my chatterbox. ^_^ Thanks in advance.

Waaah...I can't believe I stayed up until past midnight just to try and change that. Nothing happened as you can see.

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Thursday, October 09, 2003

Qing Tian (One Fine Day) by Ken Chu

*Wo Kan Zhe Na Pian Qing Tian
Yong Ni He Wo De Zuo Tian
Feng Man Man Cui
Cui Gan Lian Shang De Yu Shui

Wo Zhou Zai Na Pian Qing Tian
Ba Ni Zai Hao Hao Xiang Yi Bian
Wo Sheng Bian
Wen Ruan De Gan Jue Mei Gai Bian
Zai Yao Yuan Zai Duo Bian
Ni De Ai Yi Zhi Gen Zhe Wo
Zai Wo De Er Duo Xiao SHeng Shuo Ni Ai Wo*

Ni De Xin Hai Liu Zai Tie Hui Se Xin Xiang Li
Dan Shi Wo Xu Yao Yu Ji Hou Chuan Wai Kong Qi
Wo Na Zhe Ni Wo Guo De San Xiang Nian Ni De Shou Xin
Shi Qu Ni De Nan Guo Zhe Ci Wo Bu Hui Dai Zhe Zhou
Jiu Yan Zhe Cheng Shi Zhong Wo Men Chen Qian Shou
Jing Guo De Mei Ge Jie Tou
Na Xie Huan Xiao Na Xie Yong Bao
Rang Wo Men Zhe Fan Ai Zhou Dao Na Li Dou You Yang Guang

Repeat *

Ni Ai De Ka Fei Dian Lan Tian Yi Da Pian
Jiu Hao Xiang Wo De Xiang Nian
Na Xie Hong Lu Deng Na Xie Lu Kou
Hai Shi Yi Dian Mei Bian Wo Men Zhen Me Ke Yi Gai Bian

Repeat *

Wo Kan Zhe Na Pian Qing Tian
Yong Ni He Wo De Zuo Tian
Feng Man Man Cui
Cui Zhou Yan Di De Luo Ye

Wo Zhou Zai Na Pian Qing Tian
Chong Wen Ni Kao Zai Wo De Jian
Wo Sheng Bian
Wen Ruan De Gan Jue Mei Gai Bian
Zai Yao Yuan Zai Duo Bian
Ni De Ai Yi Zhi Gen Zhe Wo
Zai Wo De Er Duo Xiao SHeng Shuo Ni Ai Wo


*I'm looking at that fine day
Using our yesterdays
Wind blows slowly
Blow dries the rainwater on the face


Walking under the fine day
Thinking about you once more
Next to me
The feeling of warmth still hasn't changed
No matter how far, no matter how much changes
Your love will always follow me
Next to my eart, a hushed voice says, "I love you"*


Your letters are still kept in a silver mailbox
After the raining season, I need the clear air outside the window
Holding your used umbrella, I remember you hand
This time Iw on't bring along the sorrow of losing you
Along the city where we once held hands
Every street that we passed
The laughs, the embraces
No matter where we go, let this love of ours be sunlight


Repeat *


The coffee shop that you love, the wide open sky
Are my cherished memories
Those traffic lights, those intersections
Haven't changed at all, so why should we change


Repeat *


I'm looking at that fine day
Using our yesterdays
Wind blows slowly
Blow dries the rainwater on the face


Walking under the fine day
From kissing to leaning against my shoulder
Next to me
The feeling of warmth still hasn't changed
No matter how far, no matter how much changes
Your love will always follow me
Next to my ear, a hushed voice says, "I love you."


*bashes head against keyboard*

I need serious help...





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Aaaaay....bwisit nagkaeror!!! Hindi na wala na! Hindi na nacapture ang kabaliwan ko!!

Wala lang...kasi...nakabasa ako ng blog ng isang Filipina fan ni Ken Zhu and medyo lang po, naapektohan ako!! Nakakarelate ako sa kanya so eto ngayon nababaliw na ko!!

Ewan ko ba, natuwa lang ako dun sa mga sinulat niya about Ken. Nakanuod kasi siya nung "the event" at dinescribe niya kung pano natuwa si Ken sa response sa kanya ng mga Pilipino. Grabe...para bang nafeel ko lang yung happiness niya, ni Ken I mean. Wala lang. Para bang ang sarap ng feeling siguro na pinapakita sayo ng tao kung gaano mo sila napapasaya. Di ba? Parang ang saya ata nun?

Wala lang....nakakatuwa lang. ^_^

*after minutes of indulging in Ken pictures*

Si Ken pala at si Vaness yung nandun sa MTV Asia Awards...nalove at first sight ata si Denise...hahahaha...^_^



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No test in BioArts, but obviously she's still angry. God...I wanted to leave the classroom when she started to speak. I know she's mad, but I don't deserve what she was saying! I wasn't the one who made her mad! It wasn't me who started asking stupid questions and making rude remarks! AUGH!! Why can't that guy just do something about all this? Couldn't he at least attempt to do something that could pacify Professor Go?

I don't deserve to fall down so deep like this.

Anyway, the day was pretty all right aside from that. We didn't have EnglArt and I tell you I was so petrified so early in the morning. We're passing the first parts of our paper next Tuesday and I still haven't done anything much yet. Great...Major cramming for the next few days and I have to really push myself to go to school early tomorrow to get something xeroxed. I have to get off my butt that's always in front of the computer and do something.

Waaah...I've completed the "Fruits Basket" anime!! ^_^ I am so happy!!! Now I can move on to other anime...hahahaha...not for another few weeks or so. I have to save up money now. I really have to remember that. I have so little control about my spending especially when I have the money to burn. Grr...

Astig talaga sina Paul at Bryan. ^_^ Wala lang. Di ba mga kablock? Nyehehehehehe....

I SUPPORT PAUL/BRYAN!!

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Wednesday, October 08, 2003

Hello again. Here I am again with another blog entry. What happened today...? Well, the day was generally all right. Another day at the pingpong tables. We were learning about the "chop" (I have no idea how you describe it so let's leave it to that...) and well, being the athletically-challenged person that I am, I suck at it. My forehand and backhand looks good though. I'm improving and so is my service. Tina came around a while ago while we were having PE and it looks like she's got herself an admirer among one of our blockmates. The guy's name is Carlo and he looks like a vampire. Decent enough guy, medyo nga lang may pagkabangag minsan at hindi masyadong magaling sa academics. Pero mabait. Algebra was the same. It was an hour spent in petrified silence as I take in everything the teacher dishes out. The subject isn't scary. It's actually the teacher this time. I hate her. Next, we have PhilHis. Fun times again. Mr. Jimkenez is a very entertaining teacher who speaks sardonically and can still teach at the same time. I just hope I pass his class. And so the school day ends and I found myself in the library. And I didn't get to find much for my paper in EnglArt.

Thursday tomorrow and we are having BioArts again. Shit. I don't know a thing and we're having a long test. I hate this.

Up to this moment, I am still mad that the a-hole who decided to be stupid the other day. I was practically ranting about him in the bath this morning and when that happens that means I really am frustrated with him.

New knowledge for the day: Goto is not the rice and soup food. That's lugaw. Goto is some meat-fat looking thing that is placed with the lugaw.

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Tuesday, October 07, 2003

Changed the name of my blog. Why? Because it just fits better with the layout and everything else. Whatever "everything else" is don't ask me. Sometimes I say things just because they sound good. I don't make sense, I know. Just like those poets whom Socrates had dialogues with. They're just "possessed" with genius and inspiration, or so Socrates said. I was possessed by an urge to rename my blog into "Chocolate-Flavored Paper". And so there you go.

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Gasp!You are Crissy!She's the brainchild of the
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Nagagawa ng walang magawa. Medyo lang, ang dami ko pang babasahin para sa PhilHis di ba? Ano ginagawa ko? Eto lang naman, nagtatake ng kung ano-anong quizzes. Haaaaaay...

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Shit really hit the fan earlier today. Guess what happened... We were just there, sitting in our BioArts class when suddenly an idiot classmate of mine said something stupid that is just up his alley and made the teacher mad. Now, the bad thing is this coming Thursday, we're having a long quiz then the next meetings after that we're always going to have a quiz and reportings. Just imagine the state of our grades once the finals set in. Will there be anything left to compute?

Argh...hate this...Why do bad things always happen to good people? You know, my day started pretty well. It looked like I was going to have a good day. I did pretty all right in my IntPhil class then BioArts had to happen and that idiot of a classmate had to say something. Why can't people have a bit of decency to keep their mouth shut and place their stupidity? They already knew that the teacher already gave us a warning. What the hell is their problem????

Stupid people.

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Monday, October 06, 2003

Okay...I am going to go make my Philo paper now. I have to. I'm stopping my messing around now. ^_^;;;;;

Bye.

My eyes hurt...

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I make absolutely no sense when I type here. I just noticed. I just keep on typing and I don't give a damn anymore about stuff like grammar and I just go on and on and on in run-on sentences like I'm doing now. Isn't it just irritating?

My parents are arguing about the driver again. Whoopeedoo. Sometimes I wonder how they got married in the first place when they argue like this all the time. Sometimes I don't even want to go on outings with them because they do nothing but argue.

Tatay says Mama is mouthy. Mama says Tatay was just disagreeable. *eavesdrop*

They're still talking about the driver.

"Ang ginagawa niyo dakdak kayo ng dakdak, kwenta kayo ng kwenta. Di niyo iniisipan ng sulosyon."

"Ang dating mo sakin para bang ako na lang lagi ang mali. Aba!"

Haaaaaaaaaaay.....gooooooood....ang saya mabuhay dito!!!! YEAAAAAH!!! Sayang walang smiley. I loooooooove this.

And you wonder why I spend so much time here. Heehee, so I could eavesdrop? Not really. It's very stressing to the ears.

Hahahahaha....it's because my RL life is kind of not happy as I want it to be.

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It's getting irritating how I get bloggers and end up not using them because they're just irritating. I always end up with bloggers that I can't get access to. I always wonder why I even bother. I think this is my fourth blog. I sure hope that it doesn't piss me off this time. I HATE TECHNOLOGY! *baps the useless computer*

Well, what can I tell you about my day. October 4, 2003, at around nine o'clock one of my batchmates, Genevieve (more known as Gender) Martinez, died in a collision with a Jeepney. We just went to her wake earlier today. I didn't want to go. I didn't know her. I didn't really care. I was persuaded to go because I think deep in the recesses of my apathetic self is a person who cares and is curious of what really happened.

Besides, I wanted to make people stop talking about it. I hate hearing about it. It's already bad that I'm going morbid and I'm making "I'm taking Gender with me to the Shang for you to meet" jokes. I don't want to hear about the death anymore. She's dead. Okay, she's our batchmate. There are people who loved her and she would be leaving behind. I know all these things. Shut it. I don't want to hear anymore.

I know she's dead. I know she had her brains splattered all over the pavement and the driver of the jeep is now under custody for reckless driving which resulted into a homicide (there was a notice posted in the south gate that everyone was reading).

I just think that it's crazy. Why all this attention? Okay, she died, albeit in a very controversial manner but don't people die everyday? Okay, maybe not a La Sallian but can you catch my drift?

She's dead. Get over it people.

God...I sound like an arse. I know. I guess this is just my dealing with it. If I were the one lying in that coffin wearing my gala without the belt I would have wanted to rest in peace and have the coffin shut. I don't want all these people staring at me as if I were in display. Disgusting.

Argh...Argh some more.

I hope I get to log into this later.


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